the fear

there was a time when I was very active in triathlon and running events. this was followed by a time when I was working full-time, dating/married. had kids and took on numerous responsibilities. during the latter time, I allowed myself to get out of shape (really fat) and uncomfortable (I knew this wasn't how it should be). now, I have managed to get back in shape through good diet and exercise (mostly running). however, there exists in me a fear that I could return to the way it was. I fight this with my eating habits and yet, I worry that each day I don't get out for a run I am a step closer to being that person that I really don't want to be. Enjoy the miles!